Forbidden Love

So innocent, yet still so wild
I was 18 years old
And fresh outta high school
I still felt like a child

Troubled beyond belief
Looking for that certain something
That something to heal my wings
And give me relief

Looking but never receiving
I felt like letting go
To never let my true feelings show
But there he came walking

We worked together
During the summer of 2006
He seemed like my fix
The community service I dreaded I now started to treasure

As I looked at the gum on the bottom of the chair
He uttered his first words ever to me
"Oh boy they left some gum for me!"
"Would you like to share?"

Weeks went by
We became close friends
I kept dreading the day my community service would end
But my hours seemed to just fly by

My last day came so fast
I promised I would come back
And that promise did not lack
I was back in everynight hoping this feeling I've been feeling would last

He joked about kissing and such
I wasn't sure if it was a big lie
I kept provoking him to try
Then backing away when he did even though I wanted it just as much

Then finally he caught me off guard
He kissed me passionately
With such care, so lovingly
I couldn't let go of his kiss, it was too hard

I fell in love after that night
I couldn't get enough of his love
He became the dream I've always dreamed of
Ever since then everything fell into place and seemed right

Don's changed my life and goals
He brought the person I love back out of me
The person I never thought I would ever see
And forever he will always have a place in my heart and soul

We've been through so much
In these past six months I'll never regret
Nor forget
Anything, not even his slightest touch

I love you
And I thank God everyday for the prize he gave me
And I hope you can see how happy you've made me
So I have one last thing to say, Thank you for saving me, like I did for you......