Unwanted Poet

All that i feel
goes onto paper os sweet poetry
nobody is aware that none
of the poetry is true
most of it is make-believe
something that i force myself to
write out because reality is nothing but worse
not only do i write it but i also live it
...in my mind
as if wanting it to come true
i try to make myself look strong
when im nothing but forceless
and its not depression that treats me
to write, its betrayal
not being wanted;;never accepted
so, i realize,
if im not good enough to be accepted
maybe
just maybe
my poetry is...