I miss you now so much
I cant write that well anymore I feel like I'm losing touch
I always felt as long as I could write in my heart you'd still be alive
but the words to express what i feel aren't easy to find
life seems to be getting hard and Ive lost a lot of what i knew
I feel like I'm losing touch to the world, as I'm losing you
I know its been over 3 years and I should probably move on
but I know you've been here in me writing some mornings till dawn
& I never thought Id miss you this much
& as the years pass and I grow I feel I'm losing touch
I'm 16 now and there is so much you could have taught me
& yeah sometimes you'd be brutally honest thats just how you'd be
Well I guess I should stop talking about how I feel & let you know about everyone else
Grandpas got a new girlfriend, Ive never seen him by himself
Shes pretty & shes a really sweet person mom called her you
& I kind of broke down in tears knowing no one would ever replace you
I really like her though shes really nice and caring shes really good for grandpa
but no one could ever replace you I'll always love you grandma
Mom well shes crazy like always, she knows your watching over her
& she says shes sorry she doesn't visit much it just hurts
Id go with her to see you but it'd just be us crying and sad
& it'd just make us depressed and we'd get to feeling bad
Wills got an attitude like dear old dad
he's not easy to keep calm but easily made mad
He's growing up fast and is chased by many girls
I always laugh and think what girl would want him as their world
& its hard to watch as he grows up and makes his own choices
& he doesn't listen to what I have to say he just hears summered voices
I'm not really sure how everyone else feels but I'm sure they miss you so
& I just wanted to write you this letter to tell you how I feel just so you'd know
