I do not know what to do...
My mind telling me one thing,
and my friends telling me another..
I do not know how to deal with this...
Other then how I have been dealing with it...
But using a razor every time...
Will not fix it...
Digging it into my arms,
until blood comes rushing...
and flowing to the ground...
Is not going to change it...
Leaving scars on my body,
in places where others do not see it...
Is not going to make it go away..
Yet, it doesn't make it go away...
But it makes me feel better...
It helps me get by...
It helps me let out my anger...
I know it is not the smartest thing to do...
But whatelse can I do..
Other than to cut?!?!?!?
