I knew something was up
the way you were acting was strange
i knew it was coming
i just didnt understand
and to tell you the truth
to this day im confused
you do not explain yourself
only say i cant .. thats ur excuse
i feel like asking why
tell me why goddamit!
but i seal these emotions up
and let them out only in my poetry
from the start is was hard
and i knew we had to work on it
but this did far from discourage me
it just proved how much we loved eacother you and i
yet you say now you cant explain
why you feel this why
why a relationship just cant happen
yet you still love me and im your baby
is it that im stupid enough to believe you
or is my gut feelin true
somehow i think there is much you dont let on
things you just cant reveal
now i think i know you well
more than certain others do
when they say he is using you
probably cheated on you too
well i hope that is not the case..
but at least that gives me reason
cause right now you have my head up in the clouds
and i am completely lost over you!
why can this haze not clear
i honestly do not know..
but i dont want to let you go yet
so for now the pain will grow...
