I prayed

For the first time in my life i can actually say that i layed awake last night and i prayed.
I prayed for forgiveness and help for the reast of my days.
I prayed to god to help me with the worries that i carry.
I prayed to the big man above that this thing that im going through is really scary.

Ive lost alot of thing that meant so much to me.
And theres this girl i dont wana lose cause i swear we are meant to be.
ive given up alot and cryed a million tears.
ive loved her all these years

i just dont wana lose her i love her so much.
i dont think she understands how bad off i would be without her love.
Shes the closest thing to heaven than i have ever been.
And shes the only girl in this world to her everything ive given.

And id rather see her happy inlife than not happy at all.
i can never sleep at nigt till i actually get her call.
and to tell u the truth i think im addicted to her.
and these feelings make me pretty sure.

I just hope god answers my prayer cause its wat i really need.
i just pray to u god that she doesnt leave.
And maybe this is one thing in my life that will stay.
this i wat i need answered is wat i said when i prayed

jayjay
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