Hmmm...this is more of a "vent" than a poem. Not that its bad, you obviously let out a lot of emotion here, which it good. But perhaps you should take all of that and form it into a poem. A peom about confusion, heartache, whatever you feel. However, this is a sad piece and I'm sorry you have to feel this, it sucks to be hurt, I know. So if you ever want to talk just PM me and I'll do what I can.