Dear Diary,
He Dont luv me.. and i dont know why. and it hurts me so much because he loves her and he always says me and him will always be friends but i want to be more then friends.... is that to much to ask? i think it might be but oh well i cant make him want to be with me.. so i think im just going to give up but then my head is telling me let him go you guys are friends dont ruin that!! and then my heart is telling me so what if your friends take it further! never give up on him he is ur true love and like when im with him when me and him are just hanging out yeah its fun but i want him to hold me yeah we give each other friendly hugs and yeah we do hug alot but... its friendly hugs and yeah we do flirt and he tickles me and always sits on top of me but nothing more... and when his ex girlfriend calls him the one he is in love with after he gets off the phone with her he is all sad and im like but im here and i dont know what to do no more im so confused... i mean i talk to him everynight but oh well thats all i have to write for now...You Can Keep Reading my on line journal... if you want to...
