Shhh... don't tell

You are my thoughts,
and what i dream.
I haven't forgot,
no matter how much it seems.

My parents disagreed,
you are too old.
You're the only one for me,
no matter how much they scold.

We didn't talk,
it was forbidden.
My heart stays locked,
and my true feelings hidden.

We promised to wed,
when i escaped.
What was going through my head,
i should have known you wouldn't wait.

You have her,
and she has you.
Great pain i endure,
from you two.

I had flings,
i said those three words.
But your the only being,
that should of heard.

Knowing your happy,
i should be too.
This may sound sappy,
but i still love you!