Too much to handle

I know too much
more than one person should know.
I show too much
more than one person should show.

More than anything,
I want to tell you
if only you would have known
how he left you all alone.

You knew no better
left with nothing but a letter.
But you'll never know
you will never feel that woe.

I watch you slowly die inside
trying so hard to hide
all the feelings that show so
and you think that I don't know.

Cry no more because of me.
Tell me the word and I'll let you be.
I don't want to see you hurt
thrown face down in the dirt.

And it saddens me to see
that you feel this because of me.
Oh how you need to know
but I can't tell you so I must go.

My heart is breaking
it's yours for the taking.
Let us all rejoice
and see you make the right choice.