Still Fighting

Wow. I never expected to have this feeling.
Something so strange and unappealing.
You were the one who always felt like this.
With me, I never thought it would exist.
And the worst part? I can't tell what this could be.
Am I blinded by love? Cause I can't see.
So, please! Someone! Show me the light!
Tell me what I've done wrong, and how to make it right!
I did something I never expected! I gave into love!
All I needed was help, a push and a shove.
But it didn't get me anywhere.
It was another unanswered prayer.
So apparently I was too good for you?
Well, in my mind, that isn't true.
And, I'm sorry, but I don't think that reason will work.
It just seems like an excuse for you to shirk.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry! I could be wrong.
My thoughts are coming out strange, emotions running strong.
Again...I'm sorry, I'll shut up.
Before, to the whole world, I erupt.
Because if I were to explode with this secret,
That would be another mark on my list of regrets
Or would it really be?
I could get it off my chest. I could be free!
But, I guess I'll be nice, I couldn't be that mean.
I wouldn't do that to you, it wouldn't make things serene.
I know this is ending this weird, but I'm not giving up without a fight.
So I'll end this with Hello. Good morning. Goodbye. Good night.

iono...just a whole lot of emotion with no words to really express them... comments please?