I Love You - A piece for a very dear friend

In the middle of this night
Where the moon's a wondrous sight
While children sleep under stars
I just wonder how you are

There are things I want to say
When I see you everyday
There are words you need to hear
But they're held back by fear

The sight of you makes my heart race
Beats faster when I see your face
But in front of you I can only deny
Guess it's true when hips don't lie

Saw you just weeks ago
Readily froze into hardened snow
For it has been quite a while
Since I last saw that smile

You melted me right away
I stammered throughout the entire day
Still you smile at my silliness
Oh, how I long for your gentleness!

I wonder if you ever knew
How I truly feel for you
Like when I look into your eyes
This feeling has me paralyze

I just can't seem to say
That you stole my heart away
Somehow you'll never have a clue
My heart has a special place for you

But even on this very night
The moon is just so big and bright
Where children sleep under stars
You're just so very far

I can't say words anymore
Things are just not like before
Precious words that were memorized
Struck by fear and finally capsized

My heart feels so very torn
Yearns to see you at every dawn
Denial is what I truly hate
Is this my own resounding fate?

It's been weeks since I last saw you
Guess I've been feeling really blue
For it'll be quite a long while
Before I get to see that very smile

I want you to melt me so
To stammer words you'll never know
To see you smile at my silliness
Yes, I want to embrace your gentleness!

But I guess you'll never knew
How much I truly feel for you
As when I gaze into your eyes
A feeling that keeps me paralyzed

But I guess I have to say
That my heart was stolen away
Maybe you'll never ever get the clue
But there's a place in my heart for you