Perfection

Crying in the corner
watching from afar
missing every inch of you
all of who you are

Id love to blame it all on you
but I did this to myself
I think you really cared for me
but I refused to let you help

I wish that I could hate you
as much as I hate me
I wish you had a flaw
something I don't see

I guess maybe you're perfect
and your words were from the heart
but because i never trusted you
we were doomed from the start

so i gave up my chance for perfection
because I wouldn't let down the walls
I regret my every word and action
and these tears continue to fall