I look around

I look around and what do I see� a sea of people but I still feel empty. The memories faded away. The friends I believe I once had are now out of my reach do they care, do they understand how I feel? They ask for my forgiveness and at the moment they know our friendship is alrite� then once again I aint important once more. Do they even care about me? Or just there reputation? Why does life just keep on repeating itself cant everything go right for once. Could people stop changing it annoys me I want it back to what used to be. When the only time they made you cry was when you were laughing too hard life gets soo crazy that some days I just wanna fall apart and the attention seeking deal. Whats with that. The debths one person would do to fit in is crazy. I was like that but today is different for me. We weren�t put on this earth to please everybody or anybody there is not enough time for that. Just be yourself is that so hard. So what if you like to have a great time, so what if you get called the freak. Because the only time you will truly be the freak is when you don�t live your life � break the rules, be yourself, have fun. It�s the only way to go.