My life

My life is changing so quickly its spinning in many directions I cant hold it, grasp it, I cant even touch it, it will go great one second bad the next � why does life have to be so deceiving so abnormal. But the truth is life is abnormal it would be boring with it being normal. Yet I stil always find something to complain about. At this moment in life I have nothing left no memories, no feelings I don�t even see how life is usually persieved somedays I dunno how I live through this mess. It makes me cry to sleep thinking about the amound of people who have broken my heart but im not going to winge about my pathetic life day after day because its not pathetic, that�s pathetic though. I�ve changed im a new person im going to party hard and learn from my mistakes.