Just Have To Leave

I feel lost and alone.
It's like everyone left me behind.
Plans are always set.
There's no room for me.
Distance grows.
Tears fall.
Friendships crumble.
And, i disappear.
I get lost in the past.
Memories are never ending.
Prayers are said each and every night.
I pray for my friends to come back.
I don't want the new side of my friends.
I want the old side.
The old side was so simple.
Sharing secrets.
Late night phone calls.
Weekend plans.
And always being around.
But, now there is a new side.
Lies are told.
Calls maybe once a week.
Plans aren't often.
And never here; always there.
Things that were simple are now so hard.
i don't want this.
So, I guess I'm gone.
I'm off to find a place.
Maybe it's where I really was meant to be.
Things happen for a reason.
And, sometimes friends just have to leave.