I want to be with you so badly.
You're someone that could make me happy.
And, I know that you'll never hurt me.
I feel so strongly about you.
But, I really don't know how you honestly feel about me.
I've been waiting for so long.
And, I don't know how much longer I am going to wait.
I've come so close to giving up.
But, there is something that always holds me back.
I don't know if I'll ever be with you.
I messed up so many times.
And, i wouldn't blame you if you wouldn't have given me another chance.
I know I hurt you.
And, I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am.
I want to give up and I want to move on.
But, I don't know if I can do that.
I do love you.
There's no doubt in that.
However, there are doubts in some things.
I doubt I wait much longer for you.
it's so hard to hold on.
Not being with you is killing me.
