I Don't Know How To Feel Anymore

Everything we had is there,
but its all faded away,
I don't feel the way,
I did yesterday.
It's like our love is fading,
our times together are gone,
as were forgetting things,
like our first slow song.
Our kisses aren't the same,
and our hugs are getting weak,
it's like you'd never look for me,
if we played Hide and Seek.
Why are we so unhappy,
what happened to our love,
it's all gone,
and so is the dove.
Love songs don't make me smile,
they don't make me miss you,
I just don't know about us,
I don't think you do too.
You don't seem as happy,
when your around me,
it's the twinkle in your eyes died,
so gray is all I can see.
I try to forget this,
and see past it all,
but I just cant handle this,
I'm just about to fall.
You used to call me your angel,
like the ones from Heaven,
but now all I do,
is feel like I'm eleven.
I really tried to love you,
I really tried to care,
but how can I,
when your never there?
You never say you love me,
your words aren't coming out,
they don't sound the same,
it's different without a doubt.
Everything has changed,
as all relationships do,
I just never thought it's happen to us,
did you?
I'm trying to be tough,
I'm trying to strong,
but everything,
feels so wrong.
Everything that happened,
is slowly fading away,
until we see each other,
we have nothing to say.
Your eyes are beginning to look so fake,
and the marks on my tongue are getting deep,
is this what we really want,
and never being able to sleep.
Things will never go back,
to the way there were before,
things will never be the same,
even when you walk out this door.
How is this happening to us,
we promised to never let go,
but how can we go on,
your becoming my weakest foe.
We always say people break up,
but we said it would never happen to us,
well maybe it's time,
maybe we must.
I really tried to be happy,
but it's hard when I know your not,
and I know it's my fault,
we never should've fought.
Maybe this is it,
time to say goodbye,
because as you leave,
I'll just sigh.
It will hurt,
but only for a while,
until a new girl comes along,
who makes you smile.
I'm sorry if this hurts you,
it hurts me twice as much,
but everything we had is gone,
I don't wanna feel your touch.
So now I'm saying my goodbye,
and my last I love you,
and all I hope to hear,
is I love you too.