Dad

You're supposed to be my dad,
my idol and role-model,
someone I can look up to,
and go to for advice.
But I don't consider you my dad,
just my biological father,
you weren't there for me growing up,
and your not here for me now.
You're supposed give me advice,
and guide me in the right way,
instead you don't listen,
you just hear what you want to.
You're supposed to love me,
and never let me down,
but its too late for that,
you already did.
You've never been my dad,
you never hugged me when i was sad,
you never listened to my cries,
you never noticed my tears.
I feel so alone,
I'm 14 years old,
and I never had a dad,
and I never will.
I'm tired of your lies,
saying you'll try,
but the thing is,
you never try.
You lied to me,
you lied to mom,
you hurt us,
and killed mom inside.
I thought you had changed,
I thought I was finally going to have a dad,
but thats what I thought,
it isn't what happened.
You're supposed to be my dad,
the person i run to,
the person I trust with my life,
the person I look up to.
But you're not my dad,
you never were,
I never had a dad,
and I never will.