These last few days
i have grown more
bitter than i have
been in a long time.
i dint know if I'm
drowning under
all the pressure??
or is this all a
joke and will clear?
but all i know is
that i want you
here by my side.
at least for tonight.
you know me,
the best out of
anyone in this world.
boy this is a cry for help..
i pray to god that
this will all just go
away and things
will be different in
the days to come.
but yet every
morning i wake up
and it feels all the same.
i dint know if i want
this life anymore?
boy this is a cry for help..
yeah this is a dream
come true for me.
but is the pleasure
worth all the pain.
please take my hand
i need your help.
i know i have given u
a reason to call me a
pain... but i promise u
one thing..
i will always love myself
i will always love you
i will always keep on loving God.
i know its alto to
ask for in a time like
this but Ur the only
one i trust with this
kind of stuff..
yes this is a cry for help..
boy u know me more than
i know myself... I'm falling
in love again.. i need to know
if I'm doing something stupid
or is this really good for me?
boy this is a cry for help..
what am i to do with my family?
i love them but they hurt me
down deep.. and I'm too afraid
to tell them how i really feel..
maybe its a time for change.
build my courage up once again.
i need someones hand here on
earth and not just from up above!
cause i feel like I'm downing in all
these lies, rumors and hurt and
its finally caught up to me..
boy this is a cry for help..
yes this is a cry for help ..
boy please tell me that u will love
me no matter what i do...
and u will help me get this stuff straight one more time..
boy this is a cry for help..
this isn't a false alarm
this is the real deal
