Have you changed so much
That you've forgotten me?
How I am...how I feel
Do you not remember
Seeing the cold tears stream down my face
On a crestfallen expression
That even heartbroken angels cannot bear?
Did you forget when I almost walked away forever?
But before I turned you stopped me
And once again it was saved.
But it has changed
Those memories transformed into distance
I keep denying this never ending pain.
And I'm so happy for the rainbow after the rain,
but no beauty can prevent the inevitable
No denial can hide this
No love can make the difference
Nothing can deter the fact that you might not care
And then I remember
When I confessed myself
When you touched me
When she shared secret smiles
But you chose to forget
For to you, it does not matter
Then I don't matter
And you cast me aside
Because I'm broken
Wishing you would fix me...
You only drop me to the floor
And I know what I have to do
And when you watch me go
I know you know I'm crying
You don't stop me even though we both know this time is forever
Because this time
I know you won't love me
I know you won't stop me
I know you won't care
But I still will
With an excruciating love
That feels like it will go on forever
And now I wait for the day
When I will forget
And I won't care.
