What To Believe

I don't know what to think
Is it all a lie?
I don't know what to do
Should I even try?

For over a month you fooled me
Lying with such grace
Then in one night you took it all
And threw it in my face

I gave you my trust again
I gave you my heart
Who are you to lie to me
And rip me apart

I was foolish
I was blind
I was dumb
I was too kind
I was stupid
I was played
I was wrong
In the choice that I made

Why did you do this?
When I gave you my all
Why didn't you catch me?
When I began to fall

Now in the depth I lay
Everything has died
All the joy that I once felt
Washed away with tears I cried

My head is spinning out of control
My heart is beating fast
My eyes are watering, my breathing's slow
How long must this last?

I was in love
Now I'm in pain
I was happy
Now I'm in shame
I could laugh
Now I cry
I could smile
Now I've died

I don't want to hurt anymore
But I don't want you to leave
I don't want to cry every night
But I don't know what to believe.