I'm Sorry

Written: 8.30.05

I'm sorry I'm not younger
That I'm not your age
That I'm a junior
And not a freshman

I'm sorry I'm not perfect always making blunders
That I don't even rate on your gage
That you have to date her
That I love you not as a boy but as a man

I'm sorry she got to you first
That you were the one that she had to have
That you will never know
How much I love you

I'm sorry that it's with you I flirt
That trusting my heart to love you is probably bad
That my love I can't show
Because I can only wish that you felt this way too

I'm sorry that after you read this
You probably won't realize
That my love comes from deep inside my heart
And it's not some damn infatuation

I'm sorry I love you