Sitting on my bed
Looking at a picture of the group of us
I look long and hard at u and ur fake smile
Shake my head as I throw the picture across the room
People see me close my eyes
And know that I am hurting
Whenever they ask me whats wrong
I cant bare to tell them
That the person I once knew
The person I called my sister
Is changed and not the person she used to be
Shes turned into a stranger
How can it be
The person I was close to
Who made me smile and laugh
How can it be
U made me hurt and cry
U made my anger and rage come out
Laying on my bed
Closing my eyes
Trying to get some rest
I cant seem to sleep
Its 2am on the morning of January 19
It has now been a week and a half
Since u lost someone who cared
Since u lost me as a friend
I cant stand to look at pictures
Of u and me
I get so angry
And I cant believe
I trusted u
I loved u
I saw the good in u
I saw it was all a lie
Day after Night
Night after Day
I question myself
All the signs were there
I just saw right through them
One of these days
U are going to wake up
To what us people call reality
And U will realize
What kind of a person
That lies within u
One day I'm going to run across your mind
U will realize it was your loss not mine
The immaturity came from u
The whole "trying to make me jealous"
Is what led me to say "get screwed"
That one day, it will be too late
U have lost me
