Unknown feelings

Pondering, wondering, waiting
When all is devastating
Waiting for the one you love
Wondering will they come back
Pondering what you should do

But wait all is lost
Just give up all hope
That person has moved on
Should you or should you not try again
Or would that be obsessive

How can you decide
Your binded to them
You don't want to let them go
They are the one for you
But it's not mutual

Confusion, Loneliness, Embarrassment
With no other words to explain
Embarrassment of how you've dealt with it
Loneliness is all you feel
Confusion on not knowing how to proceed