Love me now
But Hate me forever
If you're asking for forgiveness
The answer is never
Pushed down into the dark
Never reaching the light
Crying all day
And all through the night
I never wanted what happened
But I still blame myself
He took what was mine
But I didn't ask for his help
Thinking I was sleeping
He did the unbelievable
Afraid to even move
I laid there, on my side, so still
It seemed as if time had frozen
And no help would be found
It seemed as if he had taken forever
When he was done and asleep, I left without a sound
Well, he got his satisfaction
And I guess thats all he cared about
Even though, I live with a stained memory
It hurts me so much, even in tears, I try to shout
But my lips are sealed
And my hands are tied
I can never say or do anything
But the memory still haunts my mind