Daydreaming of you both.

I look into the big blue sky,
it all becomes a blur to me.
I start to doze off and daydream.
My terrible nightmare begins.
I dream I\\\'m a princess,
my head full of fairy-tales,
my heart full of dreams.
Someday i may be saved,
by my wonderful prince,
but i doubt it.
I start to dream of my prince
I see two visions of my perfect man.
Both are different but yet the same.
One has a good mind.
The other a good heart.
I love them both,
why must i decide.
I can play games,
it wouldn\\\'t be too bad.
I\\\'d only crush one crush
theres no telling who i love,
for love is a pathetic lie.
You didn\\\'t know who you will be with,
until you die.
I start to get restless my eyes aren\\\'t
as heavy, from my deep sleep i awaken.
I begin to cry.
The tears just keep falling,
they remind me of rain.
For once my heart was whole,
but it got broken again.
I\\\'m torn between both.
What a terrible thing I\\\'ve done.
The score will never be settled.
I\\\'ve beaten his hope with all my strength.
With my words of fury, anger,
and rage.
I\\\'ve teased him with my flirtatious nature.
So hard to decide, but i know i must.
But for right now,
another deep sleep awaits me.
No more nightmares.
Just dreams,
sweet and peaceful.
No more screams.
No more crying,
No more tears.
My mind is full
Their hearts are broken.
I\\\'ve caused all their pain.
So now i have to fix it.