I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness, they cant see the tears Ive cried.
When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes, my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended, for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but my memories live on
I dont know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough, it wouldnt be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday Ill smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where Ive been?
Ive travelled so far from home, and cant find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.
He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name.
I wonder if he remembers me, It hasnt been that long.
He may have forgotten me, but my memories live on!
