Not Fair

The tears sting,
as they roll down my face,
right after another,
kind of like a chase,

Inside the emotions,
move through my body like a wave,
my mind telling my self,
don't do anything stupid just behave,

Another day,
that went wrong,
Another day,
that i got picked on,

it is nothing new,
it happens everyday,
but i have come to a conclusion,
i can't keep living life this way,

i say try to fit in,
become a fake,
but that big of a step,
it is hard to take,

i mean laughing at stupid jokes,
wearing clothes i don't like,
these thoughts cut inside,
sharp like a spike,

i don't get why they can't like me for who i am,
or for my natural beauty,
just because i don't wear make up,
i have to get treated badly,

we are all equal,
supposedly,
well if so,
why does everybody act so phony,

it isn't fair,
life isn't fair,
i mean case anybody doesn't know,
my heart wasn't created to break or tare,

every grown up says it is a part of teenage life,
well i say it shouldn't be,
and other people feel this way,
not only me,

but what can one person do,
with out other peoples help and support,
nothing,
a lot of people just extort,

but i have to live,
this miserable life,
until god takes me away,
away from this place of strife.........................

by,Denysia Chapman-Madden