Pull Of A Trigger

All of your lies
they tear me apart
but you dont care

i wish i could've seen your face
when you heard it was over
when my life finally stood still

were you sad to see me go?
or were you secretly over-joyed?
i wish i would've known

i never planned to go
&& not to pass the blame
but you made me do it

you might not have
picked up the gun
or pulled the trigger
but you sure helped

i wanted to be happy with you
but when you started to lie
all of my dreams came tumbling down

you said you loved me, but then,
you left me for her
so, to cover up my pain
i pulled the trigger

your love was the pull of a t r i g g e r
to my loaded g u n