Behind your back

I never could understand
why she would always stand alone
when everyone was home
i never could understand
why she would never turn in her homework on time
when everyone has already turned in there work
i never could understand
why you would always sit alone
at lunch
when everyone has a friend to always share and laugh with
i never could see why
i never could understand a thing
people always laugh at me for not being smart
people always laugh at me for being the clown in the class
i would always laugh and go home and slowly cry myself to sleep
some reason i don't know
for some reason i can't understand
why are you always so different from those girls who have friends?
why are you always so alone, when every girl has a boyfriend in there arms?
a secret mystery i can't explain
a secret feeling i have for you that words can't be told
a secret love
behind your quiet and lonely back
can i please be your friend?
can i please know you more?