Will i ever find love

Sometimes i ever wonder,
if there is someone out there for me,
someone who,
will come and rescue me,

some had made an effort,
but things didn't work out,
and i just got hurt,
and when i did all i did was pout,

it hurts so much,
to have someone say i love you,
and then leave,
and you keep wondering what i do,

you then decide to give up on love,
but i am not going to do that,
i am going to wait,
sit here and get fat,

if someone decides they love me,
and i love them back,
but until then,
will sit and wait eating a snack,

will i ever find love,
i really don't know,
and if i do,
i will just keep wondering how.........

by,denysia Chapman-madden