Penetration

My daddy doesn't love me,
and I know that this is true.
He hates the soul,
inside of me.
Yet penetrates it too.

He yells he screams,
he makes me believe.
he doesn't love me,
like he used too.

I don't know why,
or where I slipped.
Or what I just did wrong.
But its plain to see,
I'm not his fav being.

He hates my guts,
and tells me so.
But I'm meek and small,
and so I do not respond.

When he yells at me,
for breathing too loud.
I don't want to breathe at all,
and don't make a sound.

His consequences have worse ones,
like the affect they have on me.
I slit my wrists,
and want to die.
Because of his prescence,
in which I am seen.