Arms down by my sides
A tear waiting for seperation
I want to scream and i want to cry
In obedient desperation
But my mouth stays closed
And the tear don't slide
I ball my hands up
Arms by my side
It's not the time to breakdown
It's not the time to let him see
It's not the time to breakdown
And show him what he's done to me
It's not the time to let go
It's not the time to forget
It's not the time to breakdown
It's not that time, not yet
So i keep on walking
Pushing my feet to keep on
Telling myself that if i stop
My life will all be gone
I force myself to smile at people
I force myself to laugh
I can't stop thinking of the pain
Thats stained in my past
It's not the time to breakdown
It's not the time to give up
It's not the time to turn around
It's not the time to fall in love
It's not the time to cry
It's not the time to leave
It's not the time to breakdown
Althought it would be a relief
I go through another day
With the scars upon my heart
It's not the time to breakdown
It's not the time to fall apart
I turn my back on the pain
I will not let it win
I turn my back on you now
I will not let you in
It's not the time to let you win
I will stand my ground
It's not the time to give up!
It's not the time to break down
by:me
i know this probably sucks but this is how i feel...we have to be strong...and this is my way of showing myself that i can be strong and i will be alright.
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