Please, God

Oh God please, take me now,
I can't live another day.
Life has never been the same,
Ever since he went away.

He haunts me in my dreams,
and in every waking hour,
I can't escape this endless pain...
I no longer have the power...

Before I was living just for him,
To feel his lips upon my lips,
To lie within his arms for hours,
To feel such utter bliss.

I'm lonely now, oh help me, God,
I can't bear another minute.
I don't want to live a life,
When and where he isn't in it.

Everyday I die a little more,
As my self-hate continues to grow,
Look at this ugly girl,
They don't know the things she knows.

Now, please God, won't you help?
End this life of mine;
I have been a waste of space,
Let me be an angel, so divine...