Ecstasy's Kiss

Most the time I feel helplessness like the whole world waits for me at the foot of my bed just waiting to pounce the moment I open my eyes. Superficial laughs and smiles thats all I have to offer.

I try so hard to cut myself out of me to bleed out this, this thing growing inside me like an unborn demon sent to feed on my existence and thrive on my sorrow !

Every minute I'm drowning under another moment. Every minute I breath in my pain. Bleed tears inside my chest!

I need a moment.

One of pure bliss

I need a moment.

One of Ecstasy's kiss.

I see everything through a frozen wall of ice. I breath through a straw and walk with chains, shackles of aches and pains and fears and cries

Kill it's soul and give me life.

Because I need a moment.

One of pure bliss.

I need a moment.

One of Ecstasy's kiss.

**this is a really personal poem, it's probably not good n i haven't posted ne10 in a really long time but i felt like i had to put this one up because it really means something to me**