No one knows the pain I felt,
No one knows how I dealt,
Trying to cope with it all inside,
Because I knew my baby girl had died.
Nicole, I loved you with all my heart,
With you gone, I almost fell apart,
Daddy was there to keep me strong,
Keep me from doing things that were wrong.
I wanted to join you in heaven, you see,
But people here on earth still needed me.
Daddy would have been lost if I had gone too,
So I stayed here, though I wanted to be with you.
I didn't want to live on when you were dead,
I wanted to die too, be shot in the head.
I miss you so much, my baby girl,
And I hope you know you were my world.