Far but proud

There are times that i really miss you,
Wanted to cry at night,
Wanted to be near you,
Wanted to hug you tight

I believe nothing has changed,
But what if there really is?
Are still my friend indeed?
Will I ever find you whole as it is?

I hear a lot of sweet messages from you,
Messages that can't be erased by anyone
But is it really you?
My love, my bestfriend, my one?

Sorry for being confuse,
Believe me cause this is true
Cause it's hard for me to lose,
An important person that's why I??m blue

Without you in my life,
I feel I was beaten by a knife,
But I know you're still around,
Far but proud