When I close my teary eyes at night
I don't see what you see
Instead my dreams are replaced
Left full with blissful misery
Crimson tears roll down my ivory lit skin
Slowly dropping to the floor
The will to live is snapped in half
My heart beating somberly just as it was before
Heaven from this shiny razor
Brought to me from hell
Giving up everything I've ever wanted
Lost but I won't tell
Living a life that has been wasted
A story that will never be told
Wishing for a happy ending
Where snowy winters weren't so cold
Lost in my own existence
The icy weather here is oh so sweetly bitter
Time evades me and I maintain existence
I wish I were a quitter
Open my eyes your world I see
Exasperated by pain and irritation
I exhale one prolonged breath
And live again through frustration
Tinted in the color red
Is a world that only I can see
Hinted by the color bled
There's not much left of me
