Inside

On the outside i smile
on the outside i laugh
on the outside i am happy
but it is different on the inside
on the inside i frown
on the inside i cry
on the inside i am depressed
to people i seem happy and joyful
but to myself i am depressed and colorless
the only time i cry is when i nobody is around
i make sure that no one hears a sound
sometimes i want to kill myself
sometimes i want to die
my whole life is a lie
people think I'm one person
nobody knows that I'm something different
on the outside i laugh
on the inside i cry.