Soothe My Soul

I put one song on repeat,
Making me cry right to dawn;
Pain and sadness cling to me,
How do I move on?

The beat flows through me
Like a river to the ocean
Filling my bones with sadness
Everything moves in slow motion.

Lyrics so sad I barely breathe
Making me so enraged,
Depressing thoughts fill
I will never be engaged.

Black clothes swallow me up
I hide behind green eyes
Dark makeup surround my face
And Sad lonely sighs.

The music is my savior
It keeps me from death
I slowly feel worthless
Counting down to my last breath.

The music hides my fears
It helps me when lying.
It plays so loud,
It drowns out my crying.

It protects me from evil
And all I can't bare
Soon I am so dark
I make everyone stare.

I live on hiding forever
Music my helpful friend
Keeping me hidden
Until the very end.