I promise

I will deceive you.
I will hurt you.
I will make you regret ever noticing me.
I will hate you.
I will break you.
I will change the person you used to be.
I will beat you.
I will yell at you.
I will make you wish you were dead.
I will not cry for you.
I will not hold you.
I will not look forward to what\'s a head.
I will not fall for you ever again...I promise.
You deceived me.
You hurt me.
You made me regret ever noticing you.
You hated me.
You broke me.
You changed the person I used to be.
You beat me.
You yelled at me.
You made me wish I were dead.
You made me cry for you.
You wouldn\'t hold me.
You made me look forward to being dead.
You will not...trick me again...I promise.