The Memory of a True Love

How do I deal with the pain that's inside?
How do I deal without you by my side?
How do I deal with the tears down my eyes?
How do I deal with my heart as it dies?
These are all questions I think about each day.
I wake up every morning not knowing what to say.
I feel so lost and confuse.
I need someone to tell me what to do.
there are times when I sit in my room all alone...
And just think about ending it all.
Just lock myself in my room...
Don't say good-bye and just go.
As I get the knife and tears start to fall...
Something inside me gives me a call.
I hear a voice telling me to stop...
And makes me remember the promise I made to that love.
It will always hurt and these tears will still fall..
But I know that with your memory I will go on.