I remember the first time i lived and truly was happy with my self was when you swept me from the bleachers
i remember when my first kiss died and i cried for it to change i remember when i held back and saved a little when i wasn't like i am now i remember when i said forget it and hung up
i never did plan to call back
i knew you cared but i was careless i gave up hope on u but you held through you called up my mom and told her that i was so far gone explained to her that it might hurt me if i have anymore fun but now i feel as if i breathe again i might be doomed and whatever i do is wrong i feel as if i governed my self for so long and now i don't need you all i really need is my self and as much alone time as i can get i remember when fun was sneaking out and smoking when mom wasn't around i remember when i had fun and a best Friend every where i went now look what i have a charter school and a purple room i just wish before i got taken away i would of taken more chances and maybe took a swig and a puff of that joint i was offered so many times maybe kissed that guy and let that teacher have it but i didn't i didn't because i didn't know how much longer was left
