I think of everything in the world that I've done,
Of everything there is, being with you is most fun.
I feel alive, when it's been 3 years since I have last,
I think you have the right to know my past.
I was born by a complete accident,
Because of this my father is full of resentment.
My childhood I was always made fun of at school,
I was a tomboy, and was never considered cool.
They called me 'Eric', and would call me fat,
No one at school realized how often I'd cry as I sat.
I got an eating disorder, that's never really gone away,
But I was so sick and tired of what they had to say.
During the summer before middle school,
I lost 30 pounds, in hope I'd FINALLY be cool.
Though I made more friends, and lost my nickname,
Inside I was still hurt, and I'm still the same.
Now you realize why I never seem to eat,
I'm self-conscience from my head to feet.
I hate everything about me, but now you see why,
I'm sick of being the un-noticed girl, who seems shy.
There's so much more to say, but so little time,
Just understand that I've been happiest while you're mine.
I finally feel that there's someone in this world who cares,
You make up for all of the dirty stares...
Thank You.
~*Who Cares?*~
Yeah its like..sad mostly..but it also has love..so idk where to put it. i figured itd b ok here. anyway..yeah this is true. please r/r/c
