Fault

Today you died.
You said you hated everything;
everything hated you.
Why was it worth living?
I didn't try to stop you,
I didn't say what i felt.
If I did, you'd be here right now.
I didn't believe you. Don't know why.
But as i walk away and heard that shot.
I just cried and cried.
I never wanted to say good-bye.
I don't know why i lied.
And now as the crowd builds up around us, I'm kneeling, crying in your blood.
As the crowd tries to take me away, i Scream no!
If i don't leave you, you might not die.
If i don't leave you, we'll never have to say good-bye.
The ambulance came, a man comes in.
he checks your pulse and shakes his head; my face just drops.
It's all my fault.