Jealousy

I watch you hold her hand
as you smile back at me.
How did things turn so bad?
yes this is jealousy.

I try to think happy thoughts
as i cry and cringe inside.
I wore my heart upon my sleeve
and yet i still have pride.

I want you to be happy
as i hope you do for me.
you wanted a little break
so then i let you be.

So now to see you with her
makes your lies worth telling
and when it rains it does pour
but now its nearly hailing.