Somedays I'm flying high
Others I just sit and cry
Not wanting to face the world
Feeling like I want to hurl
Pass out and forget this moment
Forget the past and the present
I hate these feelings that I feel inside
I hate the fact that Ive wanted to die
Ive just wanted to end all the pain
So that I don't have to feel like I"m going insane
If people really knew what I feel
I don't know how they would deal
So I just put up a wall
Make out like I'm dealing with it all
Are things ever going to be how they were?
Now its all just one big blur
Wishing I could see
Wish that I was free
I know that everyone can make mistakes
But they seem to be all that I can make
I try and stop myself from thinking this way
But its the same every single day
Upset and sad
Angry and mad
Wanting to cry
But unsure why
