I love you, really.

Wanting you but holding back,
Love that will last,
Dont want to wreck it,
Dont want to move to fast.
Not sure what u want,
Not really sure what i want either,
This confusion hurts,
But yet its all i want to feel.
Dont know what you expect of me,
Or want me to do,
Afraid this love might end,
Dont want to do anything wrong.
Sitting on your bed,
Thoughts running through my head,
Swearing thoughts and feelings,
Is this what im ready for?
Heart beats fast and feels like acid,
Pain in my mind,
You take off your coat,
And im thinking,
No, stop, Im not ready - yet.