I honestly don't need your sympathy
after all tis you who did this to me.
I can still hear your voice ringing in my ears
And finally I realized how wrong I'd been all those years.
It didn't seem fair though,
nit after you dug a deep hole and buried yourself deep in my heart.
It was all fine then, until you chose to tear it apart.
We screamed and we fought,
finally you left without giving me a second thought.
My heart had shattered, as if on cue
And it took everything I had left, not to think of you.
You made me the way I am today.
Distant and quiet. Forlorn and lonely.
I can't help but to remember when I was your 'one and only'.
The wounds have finally healed over, but believe you left scars.
I'm left here to imagine your face in the stars.
A part of me wants you back, here with me,
because a part wants you to finish it all, destroy me and end it how it should be.
One thing before you leave for good,
I have to tell you something that must be understood.
I hope you choke on every word you screamed at me and swallow every lie that made us what we seemed to be.
